隔离的 #第三天

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 也不晓得是真的第三天还是尾声了。

还好

痊愈都很快 为人母的

放不下 舍不得 怎样都趴起来。

很不幸的 先生和二少爷也一起中奖

就连 之前有一起聚会 的世伯也中了！😢😣

虽然 说没人想 也没人可以预测 但

开始的来源还是由我

内疚的很。


觉得自己开始很慌张  

忙着把所有的东西消毒了再消毒

电话的讯息 一个问完再问 真的 。难受。

需要多少 的时间 可以再好好的和自己疗愈呢。


给力 给自己多一点的力量。

我相信我一定可以过。



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