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一路走好

瞬间 我觉得 好像变成了孤儿 常说 养母不及生母大 婆婆公公就像我再生父母 从小就依赖着 大家心目中的 刁蛮公主 从小就被宠 要风得风 要雨得雨 就这样我自己也快要44岁了 婆婆也就这样走了 也不多说两句 看看我 就这样手✋变僵了😫😫 我来迟了吗 请原谅我一直的忽略 常说忙 常说要拨电话 但也没什么下文 还觉得 每次你打来的的时候 都不是对的时候 就这样随便 应酬你就算了 😔 婆婆 你还好吗 觉得我的家 也就好像变空了 每个在家的角落 都是我们小时候的回忆 你那用心 和那份耐性 也只有你肯溺爱这个孙女  我还有很长的路要走吧? 我真的不喜欢长大 🫤 责任和那份人与人之间 所需要和谐的那份心 说真 我不是 很愿意。 婆婆 请保佑我有更强大的心 来面对接下来的 更多挑战 你还在吗  ❤ 想念

finally!

Finally! I managed get to keep my boy gadgets - phone, dongle and nintendo. Definitely not easy.  Struggle for two weeks, everynight to have a check what time is he sleeping. And his 'low sugar level' kind of attitude making people crazy. And again, we are not sure or perhaps he play it smart way to have his hidden gadget and to 'utilise' it at the right timing. First attempt, yesterday said not feeling well hard to breath and so brought him to doctor and ended up with gas reflux at tummy and so with lots of medication. And doctor given him a long consultation about sleeping early and 'screen time'. And it seem working 'a lil bit', he slept early. Second attempt, he said he fever and not going to school. I doubt. As what my instinct telling me, his only buddy is not in the class, having a 'holiday' for two weeks! So, Hello?? Why should I bother to go to school? Nothing intresting and no buddy.  Third thing, we found out that  he recently secretly