missing

Its nice to know that you actually said that you "missed" me,
and to say thank you for still remembering me :)

things has been so tough for me, and
I cant believe that I've actually cried myself out
for three times in a week.
To be precise, is only within that four working days.

Works has been tough for me, not only to handle
the clients, but also in between the colleagues,
between the superior, between the people.
Ah...
I wonder,
is that what I really want, and is that all that really worth it?

But when I come home and look at his smiles,
and he's telling me, everything worth it, mummy!
and I know you sure can do it.

Yes. I need to be even tougher that I thought I can be.

Missed those little fun that we used to have in those days,
chit-chatting, sipping with different type of cocktails,
and sharing the same thoughts of the different types of music.
Those were the fun times that I would never forget.

When the time when my aunt and myself walked into the
high-end of branded retail, I'm telling myself that, yes,
I'm sure that I can be like one of them who can walk in those
retail with no price concern, anytime anywhere. And not
struggling about the amount of bills that I need to pay
whenever the moment I just receive my pay.
And yet, sad to say that I'm still in that dilemma.
No improvement yet.

Life, can be as tough as we can think of.
Or, it just depends what I really want to satisfy myself.