today 18.08.2015 and it has been almost 3 and the half month. - I cant believe I'm still here surviving - my colleagues gave me a 'like' specially, thanks to the mental support from my beloved besties, my colleagues, thanks to my beloved sons who always cheer me up, and keep me living day by day. somehow, let things be gone has by gone, and let it happen as what it should. like we always say, as long we are doing our best, we just can't force what it should be going to happen. I feel deeply sorry for the Bangkok explosion that happened yesterday, sorry for not always concerning about the world news, and being so emotional. Somehow, we human, has so much to concern than rather just to care about personal feelings. there are just way too much for us to concern in this world. we are just so tiny to compare with all those un-fortunate. learn to be more mature, be more wisdom - like one of my bestie always said. learn to love you...